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moved.
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) moscowdisco
read the note there, then leave a comment when/if you add me.
it's been swell.
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[16 May 2003|09:41am] |
i did a friends list cleaning. if you're gone, here's why:
-we've never talked.
-i cannot remember you ever leaving a comment, leading me to believe you don't read my journal.
-you didn't fill out this, and thus i have no idea what your name is and also leading me to believe you don't read my journal.
if i've erased you and you want to come back (because everything here is now friends-only), leave me a comment and i'll think about it. but please do make a case why. otherwise, feel free to delete me, too.
i'm sorry i'm being a bitch about this, but it's much easier to do when i'm in a bad mood. you understand, right?
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| a mini update |
[25 Mar 2003|04:14pm] |
friends-only. leave a comment.
edit: for fanlistings owners, my codes are all here.
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[08 Jan 2003|08:31pm] |
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i wish i were either sane or mildly attractive.
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[19 Dec 2002|01:14pm] |
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this is going to be a (relatively) long and (sort of) mushy entry on love and how lovely adam is - just warning you.
you are honestly the best person i have ever known. ever. you are so wonderful, even when i don't deserve it. and i know that when i am so awful to you, when i yell at you for no reason and i call you names because i'm in a bad mood, that i don't deserve how much and how well you love me. but you do it anyways. and i don't know why.
and yesterday, you stopped me from killing myself without even mentioning it. and it blows me away how amazing you are, and how committed you are, and how wonderful you are, and...
i love you, is all.
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[19 Dec 2002|01:12pm] |
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i'm having internet troubles - what does it mean when my internet just disconnects because 'the other side is not responding'? what can i do? someone - help me!
stayed home from work because i was sick...i'm kind of sick, but not that bad. i just don't want to go to work. so, i don't know if i can pull off going to citizen kane tonight..
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[18 Dec 2002|08:39pm] |
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i had an email for him but i was afraid to send it. because i am a coward in so many ways.
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[17 Dec 2002|02:42pm] |
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i meant to mention that if anyone wants to buy a 30 piece lot of sanrio/san-x/korean, ect. stationary, you can get it from me for $2.50. it's good stuff, i swear.
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[16 Dec 2002|08:55pm] |
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so i guess adam's going to arizona for christmas...thanks for telling me, asshole.
just online because i have to win my mom some glasses on ebay. she's going nuts. we were looking for some glasses online for like an hour today, and when we couldn't find any that she liked, she said, 'if i knew who to write to, i would write the internet a letter about how disappointed i am in it.' she was joking, but we still giggled for a long time. and then my dad said, 'yeah, and i bet the pony express would deliver it for you.' hehe.
someone im me later tonight (prissteena). i'm so bored lately.
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[16 Dec 2002|10:21am] |
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everything i am just makes me awful.
the only consolation i have right now is the bell part in this song.
fuck me.
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[16 Dec 2002|10:14am] |
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today may not be a good day.
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[15 Dec 2002|09:05pm] |
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oh gosh, i'm so happy....
jackass is on!
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[15 Dec 2002|09:01pm] |
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claire, why did you erase your lj? i miss you already...
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[15 Dec 2002|06:19pm] |
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annie was good, i guess. and amanda is wonderful. she really is.
mph. headache.
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[15 Dec 2002|12:44pm] |
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amanda will be here in about a half hour, and although i really want to see her because it's been too long, i don't want to leave the house today. that's all. we're going to see annie, and my brain might just explode because i haven't seen it since eighth grade, when i was so closely tied with the production. and had a completely different life. i've actually been thinking a lot lately about how much i want to see the people i was friends with in middle school. the people i have see lately have only disappointed me, but i just want to know about them.
i love reading magazines. and i love modest mouse, too. i just figured both of those out. duh.
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[15 Dec 2002|12:44pm] |
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amanda will be here in about a half hour, and although i really want to see her because it's been too long, i don't want to leave the house today. that's all. we're going to see annie, and my brain might just explode because i haven't seen it since eighth grade, when i was so closely tied with the production. and had a completely different life. i've actually been thinking a lot lately about how much i want to see the people i was friends with in middle school. the people i have see lately have only disappointed me, but i just want to know about them.
i love reading magazines. and i love modest mouse, too. i just figured both of those out. duh.
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[14 Dec 2002|11:32am] |
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the magnetic fields -- death of ferdinand de saussure |
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i have decided that instead of just saying what i feel about things, from now on i will describe things and then my feelings about them in my lj, thus making it more coherant and less sucky.
yesterday, at work, it was a closing agent's birthday. and i thought she was 21, but instead, she was turning 19. and it just makes me think - she's 19 and she already has a career. i'm almost 18 and i have a whole lot of nothing. i mean, i have a job, but it's just odd work, basically. and i wonder if i'm just wasting my time with school. because i could just get a job and start a life by now. i don't know what i'm doing, really. and when will i stop thinking of myself as a child, basically? i don't think i act childish (most of the time), but i haven't even begun to think of myself as an adult, especially at work. will i ever?
yesterday was so much fun, aside from work. me and claire and adam and zach just hung out. and i have never laughed so much in my life. and i'm sure claire is going to be pounding down the doors of the carr home today demanding to play yoshi tetris. it's so nice and wonderful to have friends.
life is nice right now. just nice.
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